Wednesday, August 29, 2007

on dancing

there was this time when i am very confused by guys' infatuation with dancers so i ask chao liang, a guy who claims(acc to me) he noes everything about guys.

me: wads the big deal about dancers?

cl: dun u think tt when they dance, their body is in harmony with the music, and is at its most graceful position?

me: even chinese new year songs oso meh?

cl: ... ...

cl: why u like to ask irritating qns like these.

this thing happens YEARS ago. i think he wants me to think modern dance, instead of auntie dances.

i think my tutorials are not killing me; they are merely suffocating only.

i hate maggie mee:(

Monday, August 27, 2007

wad i just realise about myself

1) i like to bear grudges

only if my short term memory allows and only if they do me enough harm. ppl like eva for example. she bullied and pick on my mistakes from the first day i work for three straight months. not that she din try to be nice to me, she was sth really nice, but she like to believe rumors of me saying things behind her back which i never even heard of myself. and she will just unleash her fury on me when i am as clueless as i can be on wad happened. den she will go to the drain and puff her heart out. smoking really makes her look damn old. i've sent her pics to all my close frens and let them laugh at her alr. i felt much better now.


2) i am very shallow.

for one thing, altho i really hate to admit it, i detest ugly ppl! how how. shit, i am very very ashamed of myself. i rmb there are times guys used to tell me i am very ugly, and i whacked and tortured them till they begged me to stop. i will yell, "ugly den is not human being is it! sickening!!!" den i will lock myself in my room for three days singing sad songs to myself and scrutinise evry flaw on my face and slash my wrists (just kidding). but now, i really really loathe talking/interacting with ugly guys. i haven met any ugly girls yet, but guys! actually of cos they are not ugly, ugly's too strong a word. they are unkempt. dirty. wanling will surely say i am being very bad here, but in the midst of her non-stop giggling, i think she agrees with me.

3) i am materialistic.

i bought an average of one new top per week, even tho i am very very very broke. i jus crushed wang's hp lcd screen and the repairs is like 50 bucks. i bought a new sports jacket to go lectures with me. and now i am fantasizing about a white leather bag. not to mention i have many pairs of shoes in my closet but i am too lazy to dig them out and bring them for a walk. i owe my mom two allowances in advance.(not tt i din give her 100% of my salary)

4) i have been very bad to my wang.

i was impatient; i told him he is late as long as he reach the destination after me, despite the fact that i may be 30 mins early. i am unreasonable; i kept "humph"-ing him if he were to say sth wrong for like ten tousand yrs. i am violent; i will poke him and push his head around.

i think its very brave of me to confess my sins. i shall strive to be a better person.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

o week

in this kind of occasions, u can hardly blame ppl from doing things like this.


and this. very hard to keep balanced u noe!


collage of ppl who went to arts camp. i can sport a lot ppl i noe le!

the one who leads us all, shu ning. she cut her hair short le! wad a brave act.


while doing our pirate ship. cant forget the skit he made up man.


thanks ah Qz for first saying my face is in the prime location, before zooming in to tell me how dark i was! looking at the green chopsticks, orange spoon and white bowl, we are at the bar chor mee place! everyone forced to go by me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as the heading says, pls heed good advice.


wad we are doing on flag day. lazy. *zhijun looks cute here!*