Today is the first year and second month and fifteenth day of me and wang together!!
(act I was entirely bored and wanted to celebrate sth).

I think being wit wang is like a tornado. Happy one moment, pissed the next. I seriously cant tell which is more in this whole relationship. For one thing, he is very understanding and forgiving, like a dog actually. However, he can be quite insensitive which makes my head wan to burst and several times my heart broken. I quite regretted that I did not keep every receipt or movie ticket of everything we done, bought, watched and ate together, cos they sure can be a good laugh. He is the most childish, lovable twit I’ve met, cos he is so whiny and egoistic at the same time. When I was single, I used to say I cant stand guys who are egoistic cos they control and restrict u, sometimes wanting u to report to them and all. But I have somehow become a xiao nu ren, cos I enjoyed being bossed around. But most of the time if he happens to raise his voice at me i will raise mine by more decibels and he will squirm in his seat and apologise, while obeying my every command. I have "trained" him to be very obedient, for he dare not criticise me and talk back when I give a warning look. I really jus have to glare at him and he will get the point.

he is really like a kid, cant grow up. he needs constant reminders to shave so his stubble will not evolve int a beard, and to wipe his mouth clean after meals and all. you cant really tell that he's this kinda kid; he looks quite ah beng at the first impression, according to bz. plu si think he's quite a prominent kid in school, cos everyone noes who he is and they noe who i am only after when i am with him. den they were saying like we are not compatible and all, but look who has the last laugh. not them, not wang, but ME. why so? cos i am running my life and wang's life, running his money and my money, criticising his faults and accusing him of my faults. haha. i'm sure wang will agree when he look at this sentence. plus i am no longer afraid of wad ppl say abt my looks to destroy our relationship(tho i am still afraid ppl say so to decay my self esteem), cos i believe i've become stronger and smarter and faster and invincible. my omnipotent prescence will soon turn their mere existence to crumbs!! haha. i am jus sick of wad ppl have to chip in in reality, cos wad they say dun really matter anymore, cos i am having the last laugh, eh?

there was this time when a kbox guy came asking to be my fren and buying me and bing a drink and all, and i told this to wang. he only gave obligatory responses like "who's the guy?", "wad did u say" etc. he didn't really portray that he was jealous or cautious or wary or alert of competitor etc. so i ask him how he feel he says "ok lor". wad the hell is "ok lor"? so i ask him more directly in case he missed the point like aren't u jealous or anything. he says cos he trusts me and noe i wun elope with the guy. wth. but he did say sth like gg to the k box and finding the guy. recently i was pestered by a frequent amount of idiots who wan to sit near me or wan to take money from me or some other form of crap. he jus listened with half-hearted interest when i tell him these encounters and i think he dun believe it really happen to me, and that i jus made all of them up to get his attention. the thing is, these crap dun happen when i am with him. but isn't the reason why obvious? cos his presence is some form of shield that deters these flies! if they dare to mess with me wun wang be there to beat them up? i noe he trusts me and all, but us old couples needed romance sth so we stay tgt, so i hope he gives a more charming answer if similar things happen.

he has jus entered army, and says he's treated like a dog in there, and when he hanged out with me when he book out, he is also treated like a dog. really is super LOL. but i have treated him this way since dunno when so he has less to adapt in the army. i tot at least he is pampered with me not driven mad like hell in army. plus his botak head is super adorable and i command him to shave his head for the rest of his life, and i think he is highly unlikely to obey wad i say this time. he keep asking me if i will laugh at his face when he book out. but his ears really is so popped out i think he looks much better this way.

altho the both of us is not rich enough, suffered more den enough, working our ass out, i still think we did not led a less happy life den others. as my frens tell me, we are dependent on each other to the slight exyent of obsession. oops.