after a hard day at work....

random thought #1
it was after working hours and yet i am still calling some customers. They always seem to take my calls for granted lor. i am calling them using my own leisure time lei!! and they all sound like i am pestering them and like to take me for granted. just now i called at least 5 customers and none of them signed up with me. Does working hard really pays off? it seems impossible in this case. stupid irritating and cheapskate ppl. i am so looking for another job. the only factor tts keeping me there are my colleagues.

random thought #2
i think singaporeans are damn ugly. everyone must have heard about the recruit who died in tekong by now. I got first hand info from wang cos he is working there. he is the one who wrote reports and sent in the helicopter to send the poor dude to the hospital. (kuku told me the medics were the ones who send in the heli!!) I told some ppl about the dead recruit, and i dun like it when they couldn't care less. it set me thinking about how fragile life can be, and that we shud really treasure it. damn cliche, but i feel for the guy cos i realise this thing can just as easiily happened to wang, or any of my frens. one day they are sitting next to you laughing or giving u a hug and the next day they will be gone. so much for knowing each other for life only to have it all robbed away suddenly.

random thought #3
i need more free time. i cant seem to find time even to go out to orchard for a shopping date with my kaki, bing or even to have some quiet time to myself to watch an episode of anime without looking at the clock wondering if its bedtime. and i haven been jogging or doing any form of exercise since april. NOT KIDDING.

random thought #4
i really really love my mom.

Tag from bing and wanling(why me!?):
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?
to kick his balls and tear the hair out of the other girl. if i were at her house when i caught them, i will smash her lcd tv, jumped on her laptop and spray paint her room, not forgetting to knock her teeth out and burn her hair. as for the guy, i will slap him up down left right(if he stood still), and maybe castrate him or sth. if he cheats, he is not worth keeping. go rot in hell.

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be ?
To be happy and well off and healthy the rest of my life(:

#3. What will your dream wedding be like ?
only close frens and immediate family is invited, amidst cool weather with beautiful sunshine. i want to have an outdoor wedding in a beautiful garden with roses, and heaps of frenly dogs as my bridesmaid.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you ?
yes, cos ppl from arts are assumed to be teachers.

#5. What's your ideal lover like ?
Must be faithful, and have my interests at heart. Knows all little things about me, and must be thoughtful and gentle. (like rmbing i hate parsley!!)

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone ?
Being loved by someone.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love ?
haven had the experience of waiting, but i am too practical for this. think once the person is out of my reach, i just move on and live my own life. no one is worth my pinning for my whole life. or month.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do ?
Force myself to un-like him.(same as wanling)

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days ?
grades, sales, looks, wealth......

#10. What do you want most in life ?
to travel around the world with my love and family.

#11. Is being tagged fun ?
glad that ppl rmb me, but its a super long tag!!(:

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time ?
a rich successful woman, with all genres of ppl i dislike at my beck and call. ha ha. till here i think most ppl can tell i am quite evil.

#13. Who is the current most important person to you ?
can i list a lot? bing, wanling, my mom, and wang. above all.

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is ?
bing: a whirl of pink fluff, is a girl with good taste and dress sense. somehow absent minded tho.
wanling: very special, and is dearly missed by me(:

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor ?
if poor is as in wealth, i wanna be rich. a poor couple cant be happy.
if poor is as in health/happiness, i wan to be single.

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
dogs(no competition). adopted ones only, pet shops encourage breeding and its too cruel for words.

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do ?
to have anything to do with singaporean uncles.

#18. What kind of person do u think u are ?
too-practical-for-her-own-good, thrifty and greedy girl.

#19. What do you define as a bad day ?
when i hurt myself, or when i dun excel.

#20. If you have to choose between love (as in boy-girl relationships) and friendship, what would it be ?
depends on wad type of frens i have to choose over love, as some ppl are not worth it. others are here to stay(:

next person to tag is: bz, winnie, lisan, yh, mervyn, katherine, diana and kuku.