a typical day

went to lunch with the usual ppl only now the girls outcasted me and i have to join the boys at their table. to my most unpleasnt surprise there is one guy at that table whom i never talked to before. i do not dislike the guy, its just that he's almost thirty and he's a boss, and lowly admin temps like me do not lunch with bosses. i heard he's got a masters in engineering, but he's quite a humble person. despite my persistent protests on not to get me a drink, he bought one anyway, and the drink is called "whatever". he den bought himself a drink "anything". for people who live in caves, "whatever" and "anything" are new drinks inrtoduced in the market. "whatever" being non-carbonated and the latter carbonated. the can does not tell you wad flavour the drink is, they jus merely state there's tea and flavouring. den the guys started talking about wad will happen if a bird flew over our food and dropped a bomb. they describe its droppings with sauces like tartar, mayonaise, thousand island etc.

speaking of "whatever", i remembered me and wang saw this ad of "whatever" with a sexy woman claiming she wud do whatever someone ask her to. den wang ask me if someone were to ask me to pose for such advertisements will i do it? i asked him how much will they pay me he did not specify. but as i am super in need of cash now, i wud not mind. the ad girl is not like naked or anything, she's decently covered. den he said wad if someone ask me to be a lingerie model? i said as long as the pay is good, i wud not mind, plus ads like these are mostly digitally enhanced. altho i was thinking like which blind scout will pick me for a lingerie model, i did not say this out loud. cos i noe wang will ask me to put all these considerations aside since its a "wad if" question. so oh well.

yesterday i was reading seventeen when i saw that mascara can be kept till six months at the very longest. mine is 1.5 year old. heng thing is that i dun use them at all, and the last time the mascara brush seen sunlight was during tpjc runway, a year ago. heng man!!

i have only one pair of shoes left and my mom refused to allow me to buy more. the sole survivor is the gold pointed beaded slip-ons my mom passed down to me.the black marie claires which wanling said look like i've dragged it miles with a ton of ankle weights has just broke!! i'm quite pleased when it did cos i think it looks like shit. i hate to receive shoes and clothes i dislike from other people and am made to wear them. thing is, my closet is full of my mom shoes and clothes she got from others. some of the clothes are really like ge tai trashy ones which are not wad i like but she refuse to throw them away and when i wan to get new clothes, she say i have a closet-ful and disallow me to do so. TIAN LI HE ZAI?!!

i am suddenly very pissed off now.