on why i think she's a bitch part 2

today i cried in the office:(

i was doing francis's stuff till three thirty in the afternoon, left one an a half hour till i leave the horrid place. so i went downstairs to pass franics my finished work (and found him not at his desk) so i popped by at ronald's desk. i talked to him for a while and helped him call other companies requesting about quotations etc. while we are talking about him jio-ing a particular girl, justina walked in. i can tell that she dun really enjoy seeing me there, cos her face went charcoal for an instant. den she brightened up and talked to henry and ronald, completely ignoring my existence. as i am too magnanimous to care about her ignoring me my omnipotent presence, i turned to read today's paper. den after justina walked out, eva stormed in and asked me if i have any work to do. i immediately jumped to attention and say yes i got nth to do! and was about to add nicely "how can i help" when she said i was slacking while she slogged away at her desk. she say since i am free why didn't i ask her for work to do. den she say recently i am always not at my desk, implying that i am always slacking with ronald. following that she strowmed back to ask ronald if i have been talking to him for god-noes-how-long. i dunno wad ronald said, but she asked me to photocopy stuff and throw the originals here and there, slamming cupboards and frowning at the same time. when i've done my copy job and passed the things to her, she snatched them from me.

eva: recently i cant seem to find you at your desk.

me: really? but i've always been there. (i noe she is accusing me that i am slacking with ronald la)

eva: oh really?

at this point an indian guy interrupts and tell eva abt work so i wait at one side with my arms folded.

eva(upon finishing with indian guy): why u fold your arms like that? not satisfied with me eh? *she said this in such a bitchy voice i wan to bash her up so bad*

mid note: do u noe crossing your arms across your chest is a defensive pose? arms akimbo is offensive, and apparently she dunno that. plus ppl who waits usually fold their arms. no? look at the guys waiting outside the female loo. either hand in pocket or across the chest.

(points to a big pile of paper on her desk)
eva: i did this while u were slacking. do u feel bad?

me: ...

eva: forget it, ask francis if he has things for u to do.

so i walked away and i noe she is going to say more, but i jus stroll out of the room like that, without waiting for her to shoot more sarcastic nonsense at me. i cant tolerate anymore either.

went to francis desk. was in the mid of discussion when eva asked to talk to francis in private. even if they dun, i noe wad they are gg to be discussing anyway.

francis came back and asked me wad happen between us two. i told him how i was accused by eva when she said i badmouth her. twice.

he sympathises and pats me on my head several times and asked me not to cry. says must be strong. stand on my own feet. pass me tissue. pats my head again. he said he dun wan ppl to bully me (so nice!)

i hope he wun tell eva i cried tho. she wud be so smug that she laughed till wrinkles appear next to her mouth and could hold three days rain. (since she accuse me of sth i nv do so i do it now yes?)

i think justina is the coward who goes around telling eva wad i did. cos previously i ask her to help me dl songs to my hp she went to tell eva too. i wonder what i did to make her stoop so low and mould her to be so unscrupulous? when i went to talk to ronald she oso went to leak news cos i think she fancies ronald. but too bad he dun like her.

francis told me to stay away from them since they are so scheming. i seriously think they dun like me for some petty reasons or another. shuling is the only sincere girl i think in the company cos altho she hangs out with those despicable ppl all the time, she ceased to be influenced by how childish and ugly they are. i find her quite pretty too. hee hee

plus when john ask eva to stop talking to shu ling so much till ppl complained, i dun think he throws tantrums like eva did me today. so there.

if she wants a fight, den all i have to say is she got one.