on kids and other things

was listening to muttons in the morning when they said that ostrichs are the only birds with their brains smaller than their eyes. but i remember that time wang said his brain is in his little finger lei.

monday - the start of a viscous cycle, being bored to death den revived during the weekends and die again. dying of second hand smoke. i jus think smokers who affect non-smokers adversely shud be castrated. girls shud be disfigured. (speeding up the aftermath of smoking anyway)

winnie is(or was?) working with kids. i cant believe it.
recently there's a show on channel 8 which shows how authistic and retarded kids get help from special schools. that show successfully repel me from trying to like kids. no offence to parents of kids with special needs, but i dun even like normal, healthy kids.

they are just so repulsive.

they are noisy, needs attention all the time and are not cute at all. why do other girls like kids so much? kids pick up vulgarities faster den they do manners, and they require so much money to rear, and so much pain to produce. plus wanling once told me one of the reasons she will ever get pregnant is cos boobs get fuller during and after pregnancy. not that wanling hate kids, no. she likes them, much to my disapproval.

wang says a family without kids is not whole. so i said u wan kids jus to make ur family whole? den he gave up arguing with a simple "u'll understand when u grow up". den i said haven i grown up enough? he said my perspective is never the same; it changes all the time, so i'm still more or less a kid. wa lao.

unless the kids are malay kids or ang moh kids, who i find super adorable. they have so much life in them, unlike singapore chinese kids, who mostly looked under-nourished or spoilt rotten, not to mention bespectacled.

my mom says i'm very selfish if i were not to have kids in the future, which wang agrees and i strongly disagree. i dun think anyone will be able to change my perspective in the near future, cos i still think dogs are worthy of more attention and love den kids, who are inappreciative dwarfs, creating more trouble den they are worth.