wad i got really cheaply

i went to a flea market to set up a booth.
before the booth is even ready, i went to buy this.

at freaking ten bucks.

the booth is ready!!

the used clothes are behind, cos its too ugly to be shot.

scape*'s flea market. where u find great deals!!!

den i bought this. brand new, at $5.

this at $3.

real puma stuff!!

found this in my closet tho. abit childish.

wore it to flea market.

total i spent: shoes $10 + 2 tees $8 + 3 necklaces $3 + eyeliner $2 = $23

hail the shopping queen.

the idiosity of some people

with reference to wanling's latest post on guys harrassing girls, i totally agree with wanling's urge to kick them between the legs. they really, really, is got nothing better to do, and they tot harrassing girls on the streets will be a good pastime. they are so wrong cos there are girls who fight back.



i have my fair share of such perverts in public and altho i am no sassy damsel, i have to say these perverts are rather desperate for some entertainment. well, den give them wad they wan; something they will remember for the rest of their lives, cos i have to regret and say i will scar them for life, shud similar incidents happen.



i remember when the animal gang were young and naive, happy and trouble-free. we were walking along chung cheng canal for some much anticipated kfc amd free flow coke, when a wierd man stumbled out of the bushes (why do these people always hide in bushes?) and walked towards us. he was stroking his thigh and his hands were moving in the most lewd manner in the upward motion. despite us outnumbering him, we shrieked and ran for our lives, only stopping when we reached kfc. we recalled mr soon saying that there's a flasher in the meighborhood, and we were relieved we got away quick.



following this are a series of unfortunate events, like dirty old men squatting beside the pavement and trying to peek up your skirts and whistle and howl. or maybe irritating FWs (foreign workers) sitting close to u on buses and trains while ogling down ur shirt. why cant the law make it legal for girls to smash their foot in the faces of men squatting offensively close to us? why cant they ban FWs on public transport and let them travel by sewage pipes or sth? plus, its not like i dress like a slut. my most revealing top is a halter whr the bust is decently hidden from wandering eyes. and my skirts are at most 6 inches from my knee. (if u say 6 inches from the knee means a super short mini, den all i have to say is, u are too short). so why do such things still happen to me?


maybe girls shud wear longer skirts. i've seen skirts fron billabong and co. that barely cover wad needs to be covered. once a colleague told me that guys are so lustful is due to the way girls dress, seducing people and all. so if u were to go clubbing in a short skirt and get touched underneath, i think u probably deserve it for being such a slut in the first place, allowing strangers easy access. its like jogging at night on lonely streets in a sports bra. get raped for all i care. (clara's mom thinks so too!)


i cant seem to download my pics!!

weekday blues

i hate coming to the office. cos recently time crawls by due to the lack of work i can do. i tried asking from many people wad i acn do for them jus to kill my boredom. but this week is a short week so i am comforted by this fact. i still got one month to go till the end of my contract :(

plus nus is turning out to be a big bore cos I GOT NO FRENS TO START IT WITH!! plus i saw ying ying and si hui at the fass day @ nus. double sian. i dunno how to start coping if i got no frens at all! i am super sad. i tot nus is super big plus renowned so i tot i need not find out who will come to camps wit me cos they will auto turn up. who noes, i am all alone :(

tunic obsession

sweet. at $12.90

think this is nice? saw it at a shopping web at $15!! good deal oso. look so elegant in gold!!

think this is nice? saw this at yahoo auctions for 12 bucks. dunno if its too sweet for me. but such a good deal!!

night blindness

that day i had an argument with wang regarding why i hate to go out at night. my reasons being:

1) night is dark cos god wans u to go to bed.

2) i cant see very well in the dark, plus my contact lens are starting to rot and attach themselves in their semi-molten state to my eye balls.

3) i am easily tired, and the tranquility of night enhances my fatigue.

4) my mom will get worried and start blasting my hp like mad.

5) at night usually have jacky wu shows.

i think i shud stop giving excuses :p

plus
a) day is bright, beautiful and ideal for anything.

b) rates for movies and pool is cheaper.

c) in the day u wun look like a crook sneaking ard cos its hard to do so, while night masks your identity and makes u look suspicious.

d) girls who go home late at night have poor family upbringing.

e) altho night is cooler, there are more human traffic, higher possibility of ppl feeling high and drunk and therefore higher possibility of getting mobbed/molested/lured into a fight.

and this concludes my stand. thank you.

this office is super BORING

i have spent the last two afternoons in the office doing nothing, read xiaxue.blogspot.com

sibehsibehsian.blogspot.com

lisan's blog

kuku's blog

winnie's blog..

and most frequently, wanling's blog.

looked at ebay's dresses, tunics and shoes.

played solitaire, hexic and bejewelled.

my hands are itching with anticipation on the shopping trip later!!

SURPRISE, SURPRISE

think the guy below is hot and cute and u wan him for yourself?

i dun really feel this way, but i tot i could carry off wearing his hairstyle.


so i think i am going to braid them.
only witout the nice accessories.

i ask ronald if girls look nice wit this hair he say not bad.

i ask randall and he said i can go and die.

such conflicting views :(

i hope wang will be pleasently surprised.

bored

not knowing why, the time blogger show when i publish my posts seem to be vastly inaccurate.

ken calls me 1000 times the past two days. i wish he'll lock his keypad.

francis told me that i must drink lots of water so my nails wun break, cos they are too short to afford any breakage else they cut into my skin.

so i drank 1.5 litre and went to the loo four times from 8 am to 11.58 am.

my mommy wans to use her cpf to pay for my tuition fees. i feel so useless. den i use my money invest laptop lor. and live in hostel and buy clothes and eat.

i am such a good girl:D

*loves*

once again, on why i love animals so much...

extremely cute!! i believe the dog is smiling:)

plans for the weekend

today in the morning bz sms me and said she actually read my blog!! that's so pleasant to my ears cos i tot she likes to MIA alot.

friday:meet bz and winnie after work for dinner and some shopping therapy which wang cruelly deprives me of.

saturday:flea market at scape* near orchard. allow room in my closet for more new clothes!! fetch wang from camp at night.

sunday:meet up wit my wang for ice skating i think.

will upload pics once wang give me memory card reader.

wasting my life away...

wish list:
-gelare's waffles with maple syrup and hazelnut ice cream
-han's chocolate cake wit melty chocolate layers
-yellow and blue and pink cap sleeved shirts
-strappy open toed high heels!
-flat comfy black slip-ons suitable to roam campus with
-puma jacket(prefably in black)
-hair dye job and a new hair cut, together perhaps with treatments to let my hair be less rowdy
-a bikini(prefably white) so i can suntan with my gals!
-trip to singapore zoo, plus privileges to ride elephants and hug a snake, take pics wit orang utan
-to go to any asian country to shop till i drop
-suddenly win lottery of cash prize 10 thousand bucks so my uni is no prob
-diving in deep blue waters with my wang(only i doubt his swimming skills)

recently found out that:
- have accumulated a layer of flab on my tummy
-wang's arms are more mascular and so manly!!
-wang's botak head is really very nice to touch
-that i am really desperate for a holiday
-really wan to join many camps in nus
-decided to launch a shopping spree wit almost no money
-the shrek ears i bought are near useless
-i need a car so i can go where i want(but i cant drive)

the office life is so monotonous. any ideas to brighten everyday of my life?

i am so angry wit bz for cancelling outings wit me 3 times!

disgusted

i have this annoying habit of wiping my hands very roughly on my jeans after i brushed hands with strangers, especially if the hand is covered with sweat and attached to a bangla. this morning i wiped it so hard i strip a layer of my skin off. this irritating brushing incidents always occur when people chiong for the escalator upon alighting the train.

i wish i can kick their ass so they roll down the stairs, and when they look up their face is all bleedy and rotten.

i can be such a bitch:(

a typical day

went to lunch with the usual ppl only now the girls outcasted me and i have to join the boys at their table. to my most unpleasnt surprise there is one guy at that table whom i never talked to before. i do not dislike the guy, its just that he's almost thirty and he's a boss, and lowly admin temps like me do not lunch with bosses. i heard he's got a masters in engineering, but he's quite a humble person. despite my persistent protests on not to get me a drink, he bought one anyway, and the drink is called "whatever". he den bought himself a drink "anything". for people who live in caves, "whatever" and "anything" are new drinks inrtoduced in the market. "whatever" being non-carbonated and the latter carbonated. the can does not tell you wad flavour the drink is, they jus merely state there's tea and flavouring. den the guys started talking about wad will happen if a bird flew over our food and dropped a bomb. they describe its droppings with sauces like tartar, mayonaise, thousand island etc.

speaking of "whatever", i remembered me and wang saw this ad of "whatever" with a sexy woman claiming she wud do whatever someone ask her to. den wang ask me if someone were to ask me to pose for such advertisements will i do it? i asked him how much will they pay me he did not specify. but as i am super in need of cash now, i wud not mind. the ad girl is not like naked or anything, she's decently covered. den he said wad if someone ask me to be a lingerie model? i said as long as the pay is good, i wud not mind, plus ads like these are mostly digitally enhanced. altho i was thinking like which blind scout will pick me for a lingerie model, i did not say this out loud. cos i noe wang will ask me to put all these considerations aside since its a "wad if" question. so oh well.

yesterday i was reading seventeen when i saw that mascara can be kept till six months at the very longest. mine is 1.5 year old. heng thing is that i dun use them at all, and the last time the mascara brush seen sunlight was during tpjc runway, a year ago. heng man!!

i have only one pair of shoes left and my mom refused to allow me to buy more. the sole survivor is the gold pointed beaded slip-ons my mom passed down to me.the black marie claires which wanling said look like i've dragged it miles with a ton of ankle weights has just broke!! i'm quite pleased when it did cos i think it looks like shit. i hate to receive shoes and clothes i dislike from other people and am made to wear them. thing is, my closet is full of my mom shoes and clothes she got from others. some of the clothes are really like ge tai trashy ones which are not wad i like but she refuse to throw them away and when i wan to get new clothes, she say i have a closet-ful and disallow me to do so. TIAN LI HE ZAI?!!

i am suddenly very pissed off now.

at random..

i do not like people who dun bother to pick up a ten-cent coin when it dropped. they believe that its value is not worth the trouble bending down and retrieving it. for such idiots, that ten-cent might save their lives one day. for me, i merely order wang to pick it up for me. or unless it has rolled into dark corners where cockroaches lived or into the sewage pipe of a wet market, den i will cease to retrieve it. besides these cases and other similar ones, i will treat ten cents like gold, cos if a million ten cents were to come tgt, i wud have ten thousand, wad i need for my uni education.





there was this one day, i am having my lunch with my colleagues. was happily devouring my prawn mee when the guys started talking about how come the whole canteen sits no chio bus. i did not really wan to pay attention to them, cos i had enough of jeremy and co. suanning me in school whenever this topic pops out. den one guy said there are young sweet things in the canteen, and he said around cindi's age. den the other guy said ya lor cindi, too bad u are attached, cannot touch. i am so relieved and thankful for the presence of wang cos i really dun like the boys in the office. one is already attached but flirts around anyway, the other is a hypocrite, and the new ones are from ite. sorry for such brutality towards them, but that just cant be helped.

i have met alot of irritating idiots on buses and trains before, ie: the nerd who refuse to let me alight the bus, the retard who ask ten bucks from me, the persistent bangla, flirtacious uncles, the chow ah lian who wan to fight wit me etc... and i think they all exist cos of the cursed ITE. altho i muz admit that there are nice smart ppl who graduate from these places, the majority are just sick in the brain. the leniency of such schools allow such rodents to roam rampant. they go around terrorising innocent people who just wished to stay out of their way.

in general...

was feeling depressed the other day. tot army boys were cute to look at but horrible to date. think i only need my frens when i'm sad and they dun seem to need me when they're sad(or maybe they have not been sad for very long).

HAI

Today is the first year and second month and fifteenth day of me and wang together!!
(act I was entirely bored and wanted to celebrate sth).

I think being wit wang is like a tornado. Happy one moment, pissed the next. I seriously cant tell which is more in this whole relationship. For one thing, he is very understanding and forgiving, like a dog actually. However, he can be quite insensitive which makes my head wan to burst and several times my heart broken. I quite regretted that I did not keep every receipt or movie ticket of everything we done, bought, watched and ate together, cos they sure can be a good laugh. He is the most childish, lovable twit I’ve met, cos he is so whiny and egoistic at the same time. When I was single, I used to say I cant stand guys who are egoistic cos they control and restrict u, sometimes wanting u to report to them and all. But I have somehow become a xiao nu ren, cos I enjoyed being bossed around. But most of the time if he happens to raise his voice at me i will raise mine by more decibels and he will squirm in his seat and apologise, while obeying my every command. I have "trained" him to be very obedient, for he dare not criticise me and talk back when I give a warning look. I really jus have to glare at him and he will get the point.

he is really like a kid, cant grow up. he needs constant reminders to shave so his stubble will not evolve int a beard, and to wipe his mouth clean after meals and all. you cant really tell that he's this kinda kid; he looks quite ah beng at the first impression, according to bz. plu si think he's quite a prominent kid in school, cos everyone noes who he is and they noe who i am only after when i am with him. den they were saying like we are not compatible and all, but look who has the last laugh. not them, not wang, but ME. why so? cos i am running my life and wang's life, running his money and my money, criticising his faults and accusing him of my faults. haha. i'm sure wang will agree when he look at this sentence. plus i am no longer afraid of wad ppl say abt my looks to destroy our relationship(tho i am still afraid ppl say so to decay my self esteem), cos i believe i've become stronger and smarter and faster and invincible. my omnipotent prescence will soon turn their mere existence to crumbs!! haha. i am jus sick of wad ppl have to chip in in reality, cos wad they say dun really matter anymore, cos i am having the last laugh, eh?

there was this time when a kbox guy came asking to be my fren and buying me and bing a drink and all, and i told this to wang. he only gave obligatory responses like "who's the guy?", "wad did u say" etc. he didn't really portray that he was jealous or cautious or wary or alert of competitor etc. so i ask him how he feel he says "ok lor". wad the hell is "ok lor"? so i ask him more directly in case he missed the point like aren't u jealous or anything. he says cos he trusts me and noe i wun elope with the guy. wth. but he did say sth like gg to the k box and finding the guy. recently i was pestered by a frequent amount of idiots who wan to sit near me or wan to take money from me or some other form of crap. he jus listened with half-hearted interest when i tell him these encounters and i think he dun believe it really happen to me, and that i jus made all of them up to get his attention. the thing is, these crap dun happen when i am with him. but isn't the reason why obvious? cos his presence is some form of shield that deters these flies! if they dare to mess with me wun wang be there to beat them up? i noe he trusts me and all, but us old couples needed romance sth so we stay tgt, so i hope he gives a more charming answer if similar things happen.

he has jus entered army, and says he's treated like a dog in there, and when he hanged out with me when he book out, he is also treated like a dog. really is super LOL. but i have treated him this way since dunno when so he has less to adapt in the army. i tot at least he is pampered with me not driven mad like hell in army. plus his botak head is super adorable and i command him to shave his head for the rest of his life, and i think he is highly unlikely to obey wad i say this time. he keep asking me if i will laugh at his face when he book out. but his ears really is so popped out i think he looks much better this way.

altho the both of us is not rich enough, suffered more den enough, working our ass out, i still think we did not led a less happy life den others. as my frens tell me, we are dependent on each other to the slight exyent of obsession. oops.