i found the love!

when everyone's asking where is the love, i found it!

right there on my table when i get home last night.

i think wang is most clear about my situation now, all stressing and studying everyday from 9 am to 11 pm. but he chose not to care. humph.

I LOVE MY MOMMY!

free~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

according to alex toh's "脱掉"

philo 丢掉，丢掉
exam 丢掉, 丢掉
readings 丢掉, 丢掉

everything 丢掉, 丢掉

YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH!

i love my girl frens. muack.

my hair is very dry. plus bing'd recommendations of hair oil is not very good for my shiny face lei. how how?

appreciateness.

i am trying to appreciate what i have in life now, so suddenly.

my wang: for letting me punch him when i am angry, blow my nose on his shirt when i am scared, hug when i am cold, and pull his ears when i am bored. for tolerating my nonsense, and still think i am special:)

clara: whom i have taken for granted, but are still always there for me when i needed her, never once letting me down nor make me feel unwanted. for telling me lame "relak one corner" jokes.

hanbing: for sharing girly tips with, for the big hug when i was in ntu, for saying i am her best k box partner, for always wanting the best for me, and for being my longest best fren.

lisan: for laughing at my jokes so i feel witty, for sharing her crushes with me, for being such an eye candy(lol).

wanling: for the unexplained giggling, for always telling me no one can ever think like me, for not discriminating what i think, and for always telling me to eat more and is such a good listener.

baozhu: for saying i look nice even when i am not, for agreeing with me ALL the time who the bitches are, and always providing juicy gossips.

winnie: for being so quirky and special, for always so on with class outings, for having such exquisite taste in things, for always letting me finish wad i have to say.

the cockeye gang: for bringing laughter and joy to my otherwise boring life:)

i may not be rich, to be honest i am quite poor, but in other aspects, i have what other ppl might long to own but did not. i may be ugly, but at least i am not the worst looking. i may be dumb, but at least i am in NUS and not SIM. i may have a lousy figure, but at least i am healthy! and i am most certainly not short!

christina aguilera's "you are beautiful, in every single way..
words can't take me down..
we are beautiful, no matter what they say.." (lol)

i am a happy, lucky girl, there really is no reason i shud feel otherwise.

you can't stop the beat!!!

You cant stop an avalanche As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girlBut ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feetBut i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'Round and round
And my heart's keeping time To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums Then i found my way
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook itShe could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it The best that i can today'
Cause you cant stop The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!

You can't stop a river As it rushes to the sea
You can try and stop the hands of timeBut ya know it just can't be
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums Then i found my way
Cause you can't stop the beat!
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake itOn a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it With all my might today'
Cause you cant stop The motion of the ocean Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradiseWhat I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!

super nice song!

who got the video or the song itself? i love hairspray!

is it about a fat girl getting wad she wants in the end? she's got a terrific voice! i only saw a part of the video! makes me want to be fat suddenly. SO BEAUTIFUL.

pigeons!

look at the date. i am so not studying and i am so going to fail my maths. i am so paranoid think i shall just bang the wall. *BANG~!* feels better now.

this is a very serious matter concerning many people. the presence of pigeons. to define them, i shall say they are arrogant ugly creatures who waddle from place to place and are too lazy to fly even with pending danger ahead. are oblivious to sinister eyes staring at them to get out of the way and have the smelliest vile excreta ever.

altho i am a great lover of nature and animals, like cute dogs and cats, i extremely loathe pigeons. there was this time i told my fren i really hate them;

me: stupid pigeons *STAMP!* block my way.

note: when i stamp, i dun stamp on them, but the ground so cant sue me. i hoped that by doing so they will fly off you see. but those how lian idiots slowly stroll to the side for me to pass thru.

me: kan she me kan!!! @%$$&#%#! *to the pigeons of cos*

fren: oy, why u so angry.

me: they stare at me lor.

fren: they like to stare den let them stare la.

me: eee. so arrogant. not even afraid of me when i am so much bigger den them.

fren: no la, not arrogant. they are so cute! so blur! when u stamp at them they stare at you den react 5 seconds later! cute hor!

i almost died on the spot. wth.

there was this time i saw a huge group of them waddling around under a block of flat. so i chiong in the middle and STAMP! den from above i heard people scolding me. maybe its god seeing how naughty and a big bully i was, intervened and intend to scold me. but when i look up, lo and behold, it was an ah pek, feeding those foul vermins food!

dun he noe we are not supposed to feed the pigeons!? cos they will happily thrive and reproduce and finally overcome humans in number and size and appetite and by then all our food will be seized by this retarded animals and we will leave a humiliating mistake in the whole of human history! we will die from hunger and suffering from their white gooey droppings and eventually become extinct. hooray.

but i wasnt rude to the ah pek. i just walked away.

why cant our neighborhood be covered with swallows instead?

do not support greyhound racing!

jus read roald dahl's story on these topic. felt heart-wrenched for those dogs! to make a dog go slower those track people tighten its muzzle so tight that it cant breathe properly and all. den it will collapse during a race and could perhaps die! as a greyhound is very competitive, they will rather die trying den live failing. and why wud ppl wan to make them go slower? cos they wan to alter the outcome due to betting and all that. or that will rub sandpaper on its paws to make it hurt etc. to make it faster they rub stinging lotion on their back to make them try and run out of the pain. or put ginger into the dog but not thru its mouth. we should not support sucj cruel activities! stick to cricket fighting instead.

*why am i telling people this when there is no such activity in singapore? so that when they go abroad they will have enough sense not to patronise such trade!*

updates(long entry ahead)

rudolf the red nose reindeer... la la la la shiny nose! katong mall is cold ok.

guess where we are heading to? ktv-ing. no girls except me allowed with my wang!

yes happy! let the k queen unleash her powers!

eh wang where ah. is it here? like dead end lei.

cam whoring on the trains. on our way to watch ratatouille, which by the way, is really good!

no pimples can be seen when u change the lighting :D! must watch ratatouille! which by the way is a peasant dish and also means a rat who can cook. the guy in the show has a name similar to that of a pasta, linguini.

went to tpjc on tuesday to give mrs ting her card!

saw this, was reminded i have to eat my greens if i dun wan my poo to traffic jam.

new canteen extension! so cool right oh man was opened after we graduate very fun hor. din get to enjoy. was sitting on one of the platforms to take this pic!

just to emphasize i look like a kenya runner or african refugee. and yes mali, i noe apple sells macbooks, and dun appear in cold storage.

proud are we to be, a part of tampines junior college~! view from stadium.

the students sure changed alot :)

whee! i feel so young again. got myself real sweaty after running from place to place taking pics.

where all hidden talents are.

little chinatown/kampong glam/little india?

lurking in one corner, qz's rat. sneaky!

i love to help this artist smash up the guitar.

on the way home.

sian the ride so long de.

take some more?

and more?
after bathing at nus:(
my house, destroyed beyong recognition!

aaaaaa!!! my toilet!

third day of me having to bathe outside of the house. very tedious having to lug my things everywhere! plus i got this feeling i am just not clean enough. imagine every morning, u wake up to find bangla and cheena ppl walking around ur house. tt day yanwei told me i cant look down on them cos they are making my house a better place to live in so i shud just put up with it. i wake up at 8 and leave the house by 8.30 everyday now. sob.

that day while my dad was at home monitoring the workers, he came across a few incidents that made me hate people more! he said a salesman just walked into our house and try to promote products to my dad. my dad yelled at him say not interested and told him to get lost. our gate is not locked so as to facilitate the workers moving in cement and pipes and wadnot. so the idiot scum of the earth just took it as a welcome sign to BUDGE INTO PPL'S PROPERTY LIKE TT. if i was at home i will told him to not be a loser and stoop so low as to TRESPASS private property and get the hell out of my sight before i change my mind about not killing him. i think i have every reason to be this mad la. imagine u are on your way out and while u are tying ur shoelaces this idiot you dunno just waltzed into ur open gate. first instinct is to whack him hard on the head with ur water bottle(or ur shoe) and tie him up with ur nus arts hp strap and wait for the police to come.

to make matters worse, this auntie(old and wrinkly and like a shrivelled prune i supposed, acc to thitinatt) just walked into my flat again! and this time my dad was buried behind a book so he did not notice her. she walk all the way to the master room, which is pretty far IN if u ask me. my dad looked up and asked her wad she want. she said she is missing a part of the water pipe and she suspect that some bangla workers took it. IDIOT DEN CAN FIND THE STUPID PIPE IN MY HOUSE AH! we look like the supervisors of the workers meh! where got ppl steal things from her house and use it in our house!? absolute nonsense if u ask me la. even the workers are not that dumb la. i think she jus tot of this as an excuse to treat our house as a show flat la. my room and all were not locked lei she can just walk in and steal my diary and savings and my elmo pillow(soft soft de) and laugh at the pictures me and wang took... so anyway, i am very very mad at these ppl! whatever happened to manners? live till so freaking old and fail to learn some? must be a very slow learner, if not retarded in my opinion.

the next person, who is neither a worker nor a family member nor a fren who walked in unannounced, will get it real bad from me. i shall not describe how, as i am trying to uphold a demure image u see.

my dad says that i shud treat this as a sort of experience that not many people can go thru, and try not to generalise all people to be like that. i shall try to heed his advice, or all hell will break loose on the next intruder.




ps: wa i just saw the comment from qiaozhi. so nice let me stay! but no thanks cos i tot it will be quite intruding and i have witnessed wad a cleanliness freak.. er i mean.. enthusiast qz is. so i am afraid i will ruin your room. better not. plus i need my daily dose of nine o clock shows to keep me alive. thanks qz! very much appreciated.

i live in a construction site

this morning i woke up to a huge din. so i went out of my room to take a peek. and to my utmost surprise, there are alot of banglas swarming around. and oh no, i am not dreaming. they were wrapping my house in plastic. den my mom, her face flushed and look very flustered, cried to me,"hurry go wash up go!"

and so i did. at the kitchen sink. cos those hateful people arrived early in the morning and detached the toilet sink and toilet bowl! my house is officially experiencing a makeover due to the government upgrading project. so i am here to let off some steam. will take pics of my house tonight so tml i can complain again. i wash my face and brushed my teeth, den go to the hawker toilet to answer nature call la. extremely sickening. and now i have to bathe at swimming pool toilets or the school's gym toilet or shower. not kidding. for the next ten days. i am such a fortunate girl ah. den after they are done with the toilet, they will go to do the windows. yay. den i cant even access my room. hope they dun steal my things or lie on my bed! eee. imagine sleeping on the same bed a bangla(all covered with sweat and overwhelming body odour). NOT AT THE SAME TIME LA.

i am now thinking of people's house to go to this few days.

any one can ke lian wo and take me in? not kidding lei!